#20 My patience is seriously damn limited

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When you finally realize the distance between us two,

please remember its not me who made it this way.

Its you who kept pushing me away.

I've learnt it the hard way, the really hard way.

Gone were the days where I used to be so affected by you.

Every words you say, every little things you do, every arguments we had.

I guess I can finally say that im getting closure, fo real that is.

This is good. It really is.

I've stayed on fo long enuf.

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Ive learnt that people dont stay for long.

and that happiness carried to an extreme really turns into sadness,

well maybe for some cases?

Every relationship requires two side to make it work,

be it BGR or friendship.

there is really no point if it is only one-sided.

There is only THIS much a person can give in,

and then,

they will just give up.

They will just give it all up ,

sick and tired of trying.

Leave it all alone

and see if the other party will bother to make things work again.

As time goes back,

we can hardly get pass goodbye.

All we talk about is random and casual topics.

& yes, i am that kind.

There is only THIS much i can give and

THIS much i can try till i finally let it loose.

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On a total different note,

time is really flying.

And it gets by faster as we get older.

Now, half a year is gone.

Gosh, how fast.

Frankly speaking, after attachment,

ive learnt to appreciate school life.

maybe because life is good now?

we'v our own desk and all.

ive learnt to appreciate it to a point that i dont feel like graduating,

i hope time will pass slower, for now that is.

the free and easy days,

just do our work and submit and thats it.

Simple and easy as that.

Working life is really not my type.

Getting up at the same time everyday,

taking the same route,

doing the same thing again and again.

Same shit different day.

But well, my attachment company was good.

The people and all are friendly.

ahhhhh. im getting sleepy.

Im gna end this post here.

Kind of abrupt i know,

but yes.

Till then earthlings!

I miss having a love like this